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Monday, April 24th, 2006
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2:28 am
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So I quit my job.....long story boss was an asshole too far to drive etc etc bullshit.
And thus, I am an idiot. Because I quit my job before I had anonther one and now I'm stuck. With what, you ask? Bills and no money. Yes sir.
I'm upset with a lot that's gone on lately...people's stupid bullshit in drama...so:
First, don't talk behind people's backs [age old here] say it to their face. You're just a fucking douche if you can't be straight up with someone.
Second, don't change who you are for someone else, you sheep.
Third, don't lie to cover up for you self and start the he said she said bullshit. No one needs it, no one wants it, and no one ever can admit to starting it. Fess up to your mistakes, and take credit only for what you really accomplished yourself.
and fourth, don't be a stupid whore and try to be up in MY business with my goddamn boyfriend cause I will fuck your shit up, fucking say I won't. Little bitches need to stay where they fucking belong and if your pathetic excuse for a life isn't good enough then that's too damn bad, but it doesn't mean you need to begin posessing the maturity of a 5th grader and pull some stupid stunt to wreck lives and relationships. I'm not a violent person, and I don't like confrontation but when it comes to people I care about, go ahead and act like I won't break your goddamn jaw, go right ahead.
That said, otherwise life is good, life is great, life is unbelievable [I should shoot myself for saying that] and I'm doin alright. I'm doing the whole prom thing with Carson as a friend, which should be fun and the day after prom [which is may 6] I'm leaving for Jersey for mom's graduation at Seton Hall. I'm happy for her. Other shit's gone on but it's not my place to talk about on here so if you really wanna know what's been up with me in the past forever, give me a call.
9194142244 is the cell and I usually answer. Someone find me a job, or just money would work as well.
PS. I think my car is on the verge of death, which isn't good. Hopefully she'll last me til I can get a different one.
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| Saturday, March 18th, 2006
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6:28 pm
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I'm alive, really I am.
I wish I had time to update this thing more. I'm at the front desk of the hotel right now...it's slow as shit. I don't know what I'm doing later...I really wanna drink some and just chill.
Maybe I can convince mom to let me have her laptop.
PS-I lost my VGCC application. GREAT. [/sarcasm]
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| Saturday, February 11th, 2006
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5:09 pm
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| Sunday, February 5th, 2006
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9:56 pm
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I'm at work. I'm alive. Dear god.
What's happened in the past forever since I updated? A few things....
-First and foremost, I have another job. I work at the Millenium Hotel in Durham as a front desk agent. It's only 2.50 more an hour than I was making at McDonald's, and most of that extra goes to pay for gas but I don't even care...I really love my job and I don't dread going to work. :)
-Second...um. I got a Christmas puppy! Well, he isn't really my dog he stays at Turner's. But he was this stray that wandered up one day, skin and bones...you could see his ribs and spine and hips, it was horrible. I named him Jack, for Jack Skellington in Nightmare Before Christmas. He's a healthy dog now and yeah. He's just my Jack and I love him.
-William moved in with my family and I. It's been an experience. Not good or bad either way, just an experience. My mom is happy. That's good.
-Nothing else is really all that new. Homeschool's going....well, it's going. Slowly but surlely, since I work full time.
I love you all and I'm sorry I've been MIA.
My feelings about a lot of things are all mixed up now too, by the way.
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| Sunday, December 25th, 2005
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2:57 pm - holy crap.
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Oh my god, I live.
Happy nondenomenational multicultural december holiday.
How was yours? Mine was alright. I stayed at Turner's and tried unsuccessfully to sleep with his little brother running in and out of the room between 1 am and 7 am yelling about Santa coming and to come look at the tree, which was annoying. Opened presents with them and got a few really nice, thoughtful gifts. Turner got his new [well, newly-used] car, an old T-Bird but hey it's wheels and it works and I'm happy for him. Then I came home and opened gifts here...CD player, Chanel perfume [:D], candycandycandy, a 50dollar starbucks gift card [hell yes, who wants me to take them out for coffee?] new picture frames and these crazy bath bead things. Oh, and I got sprinkles. That took me back to LAST october and gave me a little laugh. I smiled lots today and it was nice.
That's my christmas update. Everyone tell me what you got!
In other news:
-The 3000 will FINALLY be mine by the end of February if not sooner.
-I'm hungry.
-I'm missing quite a few people now. Like, really missing in a million different ways. I love everyone and I miss them! [That made sense to me]
-I'm slacking like whoa in the schoolwork dept. but that's mostly from working full time, 5-6 eight hour days a week. I haven't stopped doing it completely I'm just not quite on schedule. But it's all good.
-I found then lost then found then lost again and have finally re-re-found my cell phone. Call me! 9194142244
EDIT: I don't believe I forgot to write this...the focus is out of comission....due to a set of unfortunate circumstances, the ford focus ended up sideways in a six foot ditch full of rocks last tuesday. Turner was driving and wrecked it but it wasn't totally his fault. A thousand people stopping to ask to help, lots of big trucks offering to pull us out, a million phone calls and one flatbed wrecker later, the dirty, dinged up, bent up focus was on a trailer heading back to the house. The results of said wreck: bent lower arm on the right side; bent, chipped rim on the right side, and a cracked radiator bracket. So.
Whoo. Everyone's okay, I got whiplash and that's all so it's okay and the car should be fixed by tomorrow. :)
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| Tuesday, November 29th, 2005
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3:06 am - .....
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| Thursday, November 24th, 2005
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6:49 pm
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It's thanksgiving...William and Turner are here with us and I'm really relaxed. The house smells good and I just finished watching The Color Of Money and now I figured I'd get on here. I'm thinking back to where I was last year at this time...in Minnesota, fresh off a plane, in a big comfy sunroom chair with a laptop in front of me, a mudslide next to me, snow outside, and a bubble bath in an enormous jacuzzi tub running upstairs. Three days, god knows how much money at the mall of america,lots of food and a plane ride later, I was back home to my own bed, a dozen roses, and life in Louisburg. It ened up being a very good, very relaxing thanksgiving. I like driving down the road on holidays cause no one is out. It's a peaceful sort of solitude.
I stole something from Jennito Burrito.
( Holy survey, Batman! )
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| Friday, November 18th, 2005
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9:42 am - This is more for me than anyone else.
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8:30 am - I'm weird. I know.
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Dude. No matter how many o's you put in google.com [i.e.-www.goooooogle.com] it will always take you right to...well, google.com.
I find that WAY cooler than I probably should.
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| Tuesday, November 8th, 2005
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9:03 am - tomorrow's yesterday...
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It feels like forever and a day since I've updated this thing.
Wait.
It HAS been forever and a day since I've updated this thing. News in Sam's life?
-I'm out of Louisburg...homeschooled now. Thank god, I needed to be up and out of that shithole. I like working at my own pace better. I feel a lot less pressured and a lot more relaxed. This is going to work. I still have to take Alexis to school every morning...normally she walks to the college after school but this week and next I gotta pick her up cause I'm taking Tyler to and from school while his parents are in Hawaii, which is cool.
-I still haven't quit smoking, which I need to do desperately. I've been sick with some cold forever and smoking is making it never go away. Someone told me dip helps you quit but damned if I'm gonna go everywhere spitting and shit. That stuff is nasty. Oh well. I guess we'll see how just trying to cut back goes... >_<
-I am thoroughly upset at the fact that I won't be driving for much longer. We can't afford insurance and I had to quit both my jobs cause believe it or not, two jobs at minimum wage was not cutting it for insurance and gas, much less working towards paying off my car. To make matters worse, Turner and I need to go get some things out of storage he bought for the car cause his friend can get them at wholesale prices-CHEAP-and figure out what where we're going to put them until I find a way TO afford insurance to drive my car. It pisses me off that I've got a fuckin engine performance package, CD/DVD player and some other stuff for the car that, ironically enough, the second I get off restriction from it, I won't be able to afford to drive. GAHHH. Gotta find a way to make some cash.
-My stomach hurts. That's not really news, but I figured I'd throw it in there.
-I am going to beat this bitches ass.
-In a sort of continuation of the last one, drama never seems to end, anywhere. So and so ripped this person off, and he wants to beat his ass but she's in love with him and hes in love with that other girl who wants to beat the shit out of this other guy who won't stop talking bullshit and those two people slept together so this guys gonna kill that guy and AHHH it never fucking ends. Get. Lives.
-It's cold weather and I'm happy cause I heart cold weather.
-We can't afford to drive or fly up to NJ for mom's graduation in December, which upsets me. I need to find a way to be able to do that.
-I get to go out and ride my horse on Friday! wOOt.
So yes. Not much is going on in the life of Sam. If you're ever bored hit up the cell because I'm always looking for something to do.
9194142244
Out.
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